Daycare is draining me dry...and...poop!

Money troubles...nothing new right....

I just recently put my daughter into a daycare/school program part time.  I love it and better yet, so does she.  She has been going two times a week for almost 2 months and I have watched her vocabulary sky rocket!  I think being around other kiddos is just what she needed to get her little mouth running.  I'm one proud Mama!  On the down side, it's soooooooo expensive, yet completely worth every penny.  I just need more pennies.  I already own my own business that takes up a good amount of time 8-5 Mon through Friday (and then some) day in and day out.  I do think it's great because I can be with my daughter in the evenings, on weekends, and whenever she really needs me.  Any way I have been thinking about doing a side job, I could sell Lia Sophia, Avon, or Pure Romance to make a couple bucks. I'm not really one of those people though. I'm not the type of person that can get up in front of people and sell sell sell.  I actually have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, but with a little counseling and pills it doesn't effect me as much anymore, just not sure I have the balls to get up in front of people. Does anyone else have any side jobs or input on non time consuming work that would be fun and provide a little extra spending moolah?  It would be great to have some extra cash with the holidays coming up.

POOP! My daughter pooped on the potty yesterday, and today!  I can't believe it!  She is such a good girl! I'm just beaming! YAY Rubester!!!

First.Post.Ever.

Whoa, this is my first post.  How exciting.  I feel like a virgin again....

I really don't want to get all sentimental so I will try to keep this short and sweet (yeah, yeah, that's what she said).  I'm creating this blog because I think it will be fun, and it will give me an outlet, and I think everyone needs one or a million.  I didn't plan on doing this today, but it has been in the back of my mind since I got hooked on reading other strangers peoples blogs...don't judge.

Speaking of judging!  Remember when you were in high school and you couldn't wait to be an adult so that you didn't have to answer to anyone and people would stop being so judgmental and just be adults?!?!  Yeah, that shit didn't happen now did it?  I found that once I became a mom people are even more judgmental than they were in high school! They just have the brains not to say it to your face, well most of them.  There still are a select Debbie Downer and Negative Nellie out there.  I'm not going to lie, I find myself judging others too but I yell at myself out loud to snap myself out of it because I just can't stand it.  I actually know someone that called a 18 month old child a bitch, because she was throwing a fit and not sharing! Who the hell does that?  They are 18 months old!  I don't understand it people...I just don't get it.  Where is the love (gag)?

On being a mother, what an accomplishment!  I remember when I saw my daughter, Ruby, for the first time, I already felt such an overwhelming feeling of accomplishment and love.  I couldn't believe she was so beautiful and that my body did such an amazing job taking care of her just wish it hadn't taken 21 months to lose the effing weight.  It truly is miraculous. God is good, and so is my husband...

FYI - I'm not comparing God to my husband..so chill

My husband is an amazing man.  He works hard, and loves his family more than life itself.  He would do anything for us and I don't thank him enough for that.  It really is sad how you can get lost in the shit part of life and forget to take time and be thankful....I can't wait for Thanksgiving...YUM!

OK, enough of the mushy shit. 

Being a wife, mother, daughter, and business owner is tough!  But you gotta do what you gotta do, day in and day out. 

Catch ya on the flip side!

Did I mention I'm a complete ass?